FOR YOU .....
mays mays mays. I still don't understand what has happened in this year. indeed ever imagined it but I do not believe that I would experience it now. I live all alone now, when a few years ago I chose you so that i won't be alone and can be shared through you.
in reality you are not willing to stay with me in the future. I actually already guessed this would happen sooner or later, but I always pray that you can change and I was given the blessing and everything.
My life is not as easy as everyone else was. and that I have explained, long before I could be with you. and you time it confirms that you are ready with it all.
STUPID indeed, almost one year we parted. but honestly I can not let you go in heart and mind. all this not because I could not figure out. has anyone ever I think will be able to replace you. but not that easy to replace you here. if only just for the satisfaction and pride I can quickly search for a woman that I can take. and indeed I've ever tried and I were leaving, and considered stupid by my friend.
I understand you can not deal with my bad behavior, my incompetence in terms of my jobs and money, but at least now I can prove that I could live apart from family and live a life of my own. if I was forced to survive.
in reality you are not willing to stay with me in the future. I actually already guessed this would happen sooner or later, but I always pray that you can change and I was given the blessing and everything.
My life is not as easy as everyone else was. and that I have explained, long before I could be with you. and you time it confirms that you are ready with it all.
STUPID indeed, almost one year we parted. but honestly I can not let you go in heart and mind. all this not because I could not figure out. has anyone ever I think will be able to replace you. but not that easy to replace you here. if only just for the satisfaction and pride I can quickly search for a woman that I can take. and indeed I've ever tried and I were leaving, and considered stupid by my friend.
I understand you can not deal with my bad behavior, my incompetence in terms of my jobs and money, but at least now I can prove that I could live apart from family and live a life of my own. if I was forced to survive.
and also gradually I could build my life, only real strong support that I need to overcome everything.and this end of year I will prove to you that I was able to change with my own volition and give something as evidence for it.
apart away from your feelings are already empty and hate on me. I really - really miss and miss you. but to meet course I do not think the right time because I was not anything - anything in front of you.
i am not sick at all, my weight and everything is undergoing. all just for you.
apart away from your feelings are already empty and hate on me. I really - really miss and miss you. but to meet course I do not think the right time because I was not anything - anything in front of you.
i am not sick at all, my weight and everything is undergoing. all just for you.
not because i am sick and mad with you. but I feel that at first time i meet you i already choose you with all its consequences. all i have done you probably will not believe what I'm doing. this is all for you and till today I still breathe just to see you even though heavy and sad.
everyone thinks I stupid an crazy enough, but I will crawl and I can prove to you just for you, I can Neng
everyone thinks I stupid an crazy enough, but I will crawl and I can prove to you just for you, I can Neng
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