November

Don't realize it is today. But when i see my comp time. Yeah this is my time. I always being scare to head to head with this time, beside my age more and more old. There is some BAD INCIDENT THAT HAPPEN RIGHT this day.
The death of my father is today. And that make me like being cursed! That happen since 2006. That time I'm in Bandung to study ay university. From story of my family that day my father steup up to Bandung with one reason treatment for the diseases  that he have diabetes. I also miss my father dead. Cause that day i have no cell phone, and could be reached from my family only my father it self know where am i. But it not happen couse my friend told me. Thanks to them.
1 hour right this second i promise to my self to be better today start with leave my truly bad habit. And i have write it in my room to remind me. That time i still dont realize that this day where my birthday.

Looks like I started to get up on its own after a slumped over the years.

I know i have being slumped all this time cause i have being left again and again with the one i LOVE so. I  use to think  that why God being unfair to my live. Gos always took what ever that i LOVE most.
NOW WITH MY HAND ALSO ALL WITH MY SOUL I WILL FIND ONCE AGAIN AND WILL KEEP WITH ALL MY BLOOD I HAVE.
I really realize i cant stay like this forever, i have to get up. My only GOAL IS TO PROVE THAT I CAN BE SOMEONE to them, and i'l show to my beloved SHE that i can do it this time or yesterday, the only mistakes that i have is not start it  soon when i was with HER. And SHE totally cant wait me and stand beside me. I'l show SHE that i CAN, and I sitt waiting for HER.

FOR TOMORROW.....




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Unknown mengatakan...

Again? after wrote it and delete it,realizing it would be so embarrassing to HIM/HER

3 November 2014 pukul 13.23

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